When I was younger I was a heavy marijuana user. I can’t remember the last time I didn’t find it difficult to fall asleep. It never failed, and I would wake up in a full-blown state of deep sleep, the first time I heard the alarm, just to be sure that I didn’t accidentally wake up.
Now I like to go to bed at the same time as my sleep cycle, but it can get a bit tricky with that. When I was in the early stages of my addiction, I would get up early, go to bed late, and do the same thing. At some point I would just go to bed and do another day of the same thing.
For me, I would try to stay asleep for a couple of hours after I fell asleep, but because I was in such a deep sleep, then I would just wake up with the feeling that I was stuck in that same deep sleep forever. I would then be a bit discombobulated to find myself awake. I would then finally get back to sleep. After that I would stay in that deep sleep for an hour or so.
Yeah, I remember when I first started taking valium, I would wake up in a bit of a haze. I would often fall asleep and then feel like an idiot, because I thought I was so good and clever.
I wouldn’t say I was always this bad. We’ve all been asleep for a bit and then woke up with a headache. In fact, I remember when I was a kid, I would wake up in the middle of the night with a headache. It was like when you go to a party and you get too drunk and all the people in the room start talking at once, and before you know it they’ve all forgotten you exist.
We’d all be better off if we all woke up like this. Most of us are at least a little aware of our brains and what they do. Sure, when we go to sleep we can be completely unaware that we’re sleeping, but if we got a bit out of our depth and didn’t realize that we were awake, we might wake up with a headache too. We all need to get a grip and remember that even though we’re asleep we’re still alive.
I’ve found that I am more aware in the morning than I am at night. I can tell that I’m awake for longer because my body is telling me that I’m awake. I also can tell that I’m going to sleep longer, because my body is telling me that I’m asleep. It’s a simple process, and if you can’t remember it, then it’s not true. If you can’t remember it, then you probably won’t wake up at all.
After a few drinks, I can become aware of the fact that I am awake but I can’t really remember why. I’ve also found that if I sleep with a bottle in my hand, I start to feel a little more alert. I have also found that I can start to remember things during the day, but I cant remember the day before I woke up.
The reason I can remember things is that I remember them because of my body. It takes a lot of willpower to force myself to wake up every morning with a hangover, and I think that’s why it was so hard for me to remember how to use the bathroom and I had trouble remembering how to do things. If I had to wake up and immediately recall the day before I was awake, I would be pretty screwed too.
I have to admit that when I was actually using my brain, it was easy to remember the day before I woke up because I spent most of my waking hours being a person with a normal brain. That’s not to say that I didn’t have days that were pretty crazy and that I didn’t have times that were pretty random. I just think its the human brain that is responsible for the day before.