I used to be on a team that did this, so I was like a lot of the time, I was on some kind of mental train. I would be like “yeah I think I like this” and then the next day, it would be like “I don’t, it’s too hard, I’m just going to stay with the same thing.
When I first started this project, I would sit and wonder, “Am I really doing this? Am I really on the right track? How can I be better than what I’m doing?” I had some amazing ideas, some of which were completely insane, but I still was always like, “I’m never going to have the answer, I’m just going to do it anyways.
I think the reality is that you are never on track and you are never going to have the answer. It takes a lot of time and effort to get things going, and it takes even more time and effort to figure out what you really want to do with the time you have. You have to keep working, keeping writing, keeping talking, keeping listening, keeping following the advice of people you trust, and keeping doing the things that will lead you to your answers.
As I’ve said before, most of the answers aren’t going to come from the Internet, but from our own brains. We’re going to have to put in the work to figure out what we’re trying to do. It won’t be easy, but it will be worth the effort.
I’ve been talking with mnet in the past couple of days about how we’ve been trying to figure out what we really want to do with the time we have (or rather when we have a few hours free) and they’ve been working with us on the “how-to”. One of the first things Ive learned is that I really, really hate taking breaks.
You have to make sure that you are not spending your time doing anything that you don’t want to keep doing. If you are taking a break, you are taking it not because you want to but because you don’t want to continue to keep doing something you don’t want to keep doing.
The next thing Ive learned is that I really, really hate taking breaks. If you are taking a break, you are taking it not because you want to but because you dont want to keep doing something you dont want to keep doing. This is where it get really hard for me, and I hate it. I feel as if I have to do things that I dont want to do.
Its like the “I need to write that book” thing, but not the “I dont want to do that” type of thing, you know, the “I hate this” type of thing.
I cant tell you how many times I have read through a story in one sitting and then the next and then the next. It just seems like I always have to return to it. There is never enough time. I think it is because I am just not a very good multitasker.
I think its because I have to get everything done in a little bit of time that I dont want to.